Thursday, September 20, 2012

My Godly Mother

I'm very proud I have a godly mother. She is a mother who have strong faith and a faithful servant of the Lord. Serving God with all her strength, power and might. She loved us very much. She always took care of us. She never stop doing the best for me and too my brother. She is a good wife to my father. You know what I always prayed to God that I don't want my Mom to died physically because I don't know if I can pass these trials. I prayed to God if it is possible that she will never experience physical death but she will be caught up together with us when Jesus came back to earth. That's my prayer. I hope that if I will have my own family I will heir the beauty of the heart of my mother.

I loved her so much and I praise God for giving me a special gift that I could cherish as long as I live. No matter I help and support my Mom financially its not worth it cause my Mom gave me so much that I could thank for. I'm blessed by God to have a wonderful "Nanay" my Mom and if I died and the Lord told me I need to go back to the earth but need to be born. Born like a baby and I was given a chance to choose a Mom I will definitely choose my one and only Mom my "Nanay". I will not change my Mom.

Thank you Nanay your so great. God bless you so much.

My Testimony

I received Jesus Christ as my personal Savior when I was 10 years old. My mom who is my mother in faith brought me to the church for Sunday School . I was 8 when I started going to the church. I really don't understand why I'm doing this but I felt real happiness. I always wore a smile but when I'm home sadness came. I'm so afraid to my Dad. When I was born I had too many sicknesses. I'm a weak baby. I was born with a mango on my head. Not a real mango but a shape like a mango because they said my mom does not ate the mango she wanted when she is craving for it or have a morning sickness on her first month of pregnancy that's why I have it. Second I have skin diseases, fever high and low. Mom and me  went to the Doctor every week but not completely cured and because where poor and my Mom don't have enough money she went to many places just to healed me. Went to mountains, kiss many images and wipe their feet and wipe it to me hoping I will be healed. She even go to quack doctor but failed. Lastly she sold me for 1 Peso and if someone bought me I will be healed they say. All these thing she made it for me. Hard works, tediousness, hoping and believing  but all these things failed. My Mom is really upset finding cure for me. But what about my Dad? At that time my Dad is a demon for me. Sorry for saying this. But that time he is not my Dad. A father will love, take care and give the needs of his children and his only wife but not my Dad. My Dad is too selfish, he never cared for me, to my brother and to my Mom. He is arrogant, useless, impotent and many things. He has another girl plus he is absolute alcoholic, smoker, gambler and a drug user. Our life is a mess. He even beat me when i was a little child even my brother, and slap my mom for many times. He also tried to impaled my Mom. We're so afraid to my Dad but all these things we went trough GOD is not sleeping he heard our cries. My Mom is to patient she want her family to be whole even she is really tired and losing hope. One night she went to a house drunk knowing their is a Bible Study and say can I be here even I'm drunk. Can the Lord hear me? She attend Bible Study for a reason and that is to relieve her load, just to made her asleep. How is this possible can God will open the heart of my Mom even she is under influence of alcohol? We'll I'm sure God knows what to do. Impossible to man is possible to God. From then on my Mom always went to the Bible Study. She received Jesus Christ as Lord and Savior and continue to pray for me to be healed and also to my Dad. The group pray for my Dad and my mom send him tracks every week but my Dad told here she was insane.  He  told her why she's doing this, well the Lord is doing things. I accepted Jesus and then their is a miracle I'm healed with my diseases. Maybe its not instant cause I need to went to the Doctor for some medicine but I am healed physically. I'm surely healed physically but not emotionally me and my brother hate my Dad very well. I told God my Dad can't be saved he can go to the lake of fire but the Lord ways is different 2 years after I received Jesus Christ my Dad received Jesus and repent. He also ask for our forgiveness and in that moment there is a release in my heart. I need to forgive my Dad after all I can't change a Dad. Now we're serving God for almost 20 years praising Him for everything he have done for us. He is God who can healed every aspect of our lives. I thanks God I have a Mom and Dad who served the One and Only true God.

Thank you so much JESUS.